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I’ve talked to the hospital doctors, my counselor, and my retarded med provider and we all agree my brain had enough and the stress I carry with me every day finally caused me to shut down. Why was there blank computer paper all over my room? What happened to me? They found nothing and hours later they sent me home. I was sent to the emergency room at the hospital. I think I remember sitting down and getting ready to write. On the sofa my research was neatly stacked and still in the order I was going to use them in. My laptop was on the floor in the other room, open, and the battery dead. I don’t know if I took my dog out before it happened. I guess I hadn’t fed my beta fish because their lights were still on. The folder for that class had been deleted form my computer.Īll the lights in the house were still on. I was supposed to have written my rough draft and was due to meet with my professor in 2 hours. When she woke me up I immediately panicked. Jessica found me in my room, still fully dressed, laying on top of my blanket, with my glasses still on, the light was on and there was blank computer paper all over the room. I was stressed, but I felt like I could handle it. Wednesday I was working on my final paper. Sometimes you think you’re doing all you can to maintain the appearance of normalcy then your brain throws you a curve ball thrown at you from a speeding car and you just can’t prevent the crash from happening.